Come Themba's Head, 2009, I'd learned to respect design, even on books that are just plain words. My cousin Kit designs beautiful books, but she was in England. I felt no, I must express local loyalty.
My friend R is local. I give Themba to him. A month later I'm told for the fourth time "I'm getting into it today, Denis, I'll ring you tomorrow."
It's a Wednesday afternoon. I put the phone down and send Themba's Head, first word to last, to Kit, asking for a quote.
I'm about to break for supper when the book comes back, designed. It's super, airy and spacious with 2 000 characters per (same-size) page. Plus Kit has made space for illustrations, 18 little mini-graphics at the start of 18 chapters.
Illustrations? This is going a bit far. But, hey, the spaces are there. I ask Francois Smit to do me 18 good-looking doodles. A bit reluctant, he says I must give him 18 themes, in one line each.
I do. Francois gives me 18 drawings. Each of these is much more than I expect. I'd pictured twirls and swoops. I have specific pictures. I love them.
Except for one, the last one. I'd given him a wrong brief -- "unwinking face, one side grim, one side laughing". What did that mean? I don't know. He did it anyway. It came out ghoulish; would put you off your lunch.
But I'd asked. I didn't want to ask again. I took the stuff to the printers, LAW printers (who have nothing to do with law but are named after Lesley Anne Watson, the daughter, I think, of the owner.) They could have collected. I could have e-mailed. But I like the idea of having a feel for the place where my book is being made.
While my contact-man, Dave, showed me around I had a flash of insight. I didn't want that ghoul.
I phoned Francois. I apologised and asked for a replacement. I quoted him the second-last sentence of the last chapter: "my fulfilment would be to know we're on the path to razor wire as a museum exhibit, to friendship as our default state". I asked him to say when he could do it by, so I could tell Dave how long to postpone. Francois, said "I'll do it now".
Before Dave had finished the tour, Francois's razor wire as a museum exhibit was in the Inbox.
This picture was perfect. To me, razor wire is such a symbol of what's wrong. It's a horrible way to cope with trespass, cutting a person to ribbons, and it speaks of a horrible fear of trespass, which is in keeping with the long litany of atrocities that have been committed in the course of robbery.
Every time I'm away from home, I know that when I come back I'll see new razor wire somewhere between the airport and my gate. It's a macabre game. I keep eyes peeled. I've always been right.
The day I'll know we're on the way to civilisation is the day that somewhere between the airport and my gate I blink, and pinch myself, and look again, and am sure that some razor wire has been taken down.
That's what D2 is about; the path to Haves having enough and Have-nots having enough; to a social contract that needs no razor wire, a society that is content.
Meantime, what I've got out of this is a super-looking book with illustrations of which people say: "when you've read the chapter and you look again at the picture, you not only understand the picture, you understand the chapter better too." That's something to be content with.
